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My blog secret.

I hate…

that I feel empty. that I still think about you every day. having nothing to do becuz it gives me the opportunity to break down and cry. smfh. that I have to read old blogs to remind myself how much you have hurt me. that I’m still vulnerable and weak. that I still love you. that if you came back, no matter how much shit you’ve put me through, I would have my arms wide open waiting for you to perfectly fit inside.

I hate how much I miss you. But I’ve always put your happiness before mine, and therefore I will continue to suffer in order to keep you happy with your wishes.

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Can’t Help But Wait - Trey Songz

(Source: ngolvorarath)

Memories can never be erased.

No matter how much I try to pretend you never existed, it doesn’t erase the two years of my past. I wish it was all just a bad dream and I could forget in 5 minutes but truth is I’m still weak. I count how many days it’s been since I’ve talked to you. What feels like weeks is only days. Only time can heal me or how i feel. I just wish time could speed up and fast forward this process…